If someone is worthy of your time you will not need to go to extreme lengths to get their attention whether it be friends or more. In the past I have had the habit of falling into the same trap where I care more than people care for me.
For ages I felt like this was a bad trait I carried but it has taken me a while to realise that it isn’t. Through the years there has always been a part of me that I’ve hated and I’ve blamed myself if something didn’t go my way.
It takes a while to accept all the parts of you but when you finally do it feels amazing. 23 years later I can finally say I love who I am.